My Tour Of Közi's Happy is My Happy
12 People Go and 18 People Back
In Japan

~2005.05.27 ~ 2005.06.01~

2005.05.28~D'espairsRay「fifth Coll:set」tour final at Shibuya O-East

Leave early today* and I take out 2 cups of corn soup and a cup of coffee.
Eat my breakfast in some underground shopping mall. (It's not open yet.)

Corn soup (left) & taste bad cold bread (right)


Feel good in the morning.

When is about IRIMACHI time. I go to SHIBUYA O-EAST.
I try to find out the place where can IRIMACHI that Kura told me in mail.
un.. I got here. But... there are some horror people stand near that door.
Are they staffs ?
Walk around here. But I decided to give up this IRIMACHI soon.
~Because I really don't know D'espairsRay very much*And I afraid that peaople..T_T~

Then I walk to Harajuku.

How long I have to go ?....><"

Arrive Harajuku.*Walk around spend my free time.

I buy this 2 lacryma's CDs here.*All of they are 300 yen only.~(smile~*)
The album on left is not bad.
And the single "JUMP!" on right... I find this song for long time.*But.. why that cover is TAKA's big face.
un.. in fact
I don't know where I can go in Harajuku.
So about noon. I go back to EAST.

Oh~ the small poster is come.

Ah.. they will sell goods first.

Waiting..

unun~ They don't have a lot of goods.
I buy a cute key ring first.


Keep walk around spend my free time.
oh~ FOOL'S MATE come out today.. I buy it soon.

Go to eat in Kentuckey near here. un...Their Onigiri not really taste good.
And I read my FOOL'S MATE here.
It's interview of K and Mana.*Mana have said why Juka leaved in it.
un... a little sad to read it.
Mana~ Finding a good vocalist next time.
In any case, Best wish for you all.

Haha~
I have a good plan this time.
I find out a big coin-locker only cost 300 yen near EAST.
So after I put my package in it...I can go to live very relax. (happy~*)

Almost time.*a lot of people come here.

They have flower~~~~
Oh~ I saw fans cos Karyu and Hizumi.

My number is B 168 * They have A 500 here. o_o"
Their staffs are very strict.*They check everyone's number.

And when we line up for get into live. Staff cover a chapter on everyone's hand. Like this....

But I don't know what it's meaning.
Hizumi have said about this pic in live. Talk you later.
Because of that number. I know I can't get a good position this time.
So I stand back and make my sight more good.
I stand side of ZERO. (Smile)
I know ZERO will stand that position later.. Hahaha

While I am waiting ..I see a tall westerner guy stand and talk to other fan near me.
un... I have see this guy before somewhere.
Ah~ In Moi dix Mois and D'espairsRay's live DVD.
I hear he talk about he have say something in that live DVD.
un... I don't like this person really.

About 06:30* They turn off the light.
Fans begin to scream.
But in fact.......I don't understand who they are screaming.
Remember I have saw their fans dance together in LIVE DVD.
a... a little nervous.

Looks like live will start.*Drape open slowly. Oh~ Members are stand right on the stage.
I...I.. I saw ZERO.~ He stand front of me. OMG~~ How cute....!!
Even if I am stand a little far from stage. But is not very big here.*So I still get good sight.
Their set of stage is pretty.
It have 2 skull racks on 2 side (left and right) of stage.
It's really a beautiful stuff.
And background of stage is a skull that have 2 heads.
(Please check magazine if you can't understand what I said..)
In any case.. I like this set. I think it's COOL. (smile)

I pay attention to ZERO over 97% ._.
Talk about his dress first..
Black clothes and black short skirt.
Black net-sock inside and red net-sock outside. (OMG~ ZERO wear net-sock is sooo sexy.>_<)
I can see his knee.
And hair.. He ties up all hair to braid...and a little part is red.
He ties some braids together on left side of his head. How cute... I like this hair style. T_T
Legs.. What the sexy legs!! (Scream)
But I still think Zero wear too much.
This is summer time!!

Ah~ sorry.. I can't talk about what other member's dress. Because I really don't know that.
(I want to say sorry to D'espairsRay fans here. I only pay attention to Zero.)

The first song..."BORN"
Oh~ I like this song very much.
The part of quick beat in the beginning of song. *ZERO stand straight and play bass. How COOOOL~~T_T
And then he shake his head POWERFUL....again... How COOOOOL~~T_T
"不快な声と..."(hukainakoeto...)
Soooo HIGH~~ I am singing, too.

The second song.."Garnet"..I like this song, too.~~
Special that drum part...>_< OMG~~ How COOL!!
That lyrics "yell". ZERO yell, too...
Super cute.....OMG ~~ZERO kun open his month. >_<

Following are songs (I remember) they play today.....Not according to order.
Marry of Blood * Subliminal * BORN * quater void * Garnet * MaVERICK
Reddish * murder freaks * 朧の月 * 浮游した理想 * 葬-bloodymarry- * ファシズム
タトエバ-キミ...ガ...シンダ...ラ
And they also play some new or old songs*But I didn't hear before.
When play new songs of album.*Fans looks like not so high.
Maybe because they didn't hear they before. I guess.

I'm sooo high when I hear Hizumi say "MaVERICK~~~"
Because this is my favorite song. (smile)

Oh~~ I didn't feel so high like this way in live for long time.
I like jumping following that tempo of music.
Even if I feel tired. I don't want to stop. and shake my head.

Lose control hahaha~~ go crazy.... hahaha

Sometime ZERO change position with Karyu*But looks like Karyu remind him every time. (Smile)
ZERO pay all attention of his bass.*Until he see Karyu come.. and run to his position fast.
Looks like he suddenly remember something. that face is so cute.. ^_^

When they play Subiminal. Zero and Karyu change position, too.
Zero will singing in this song. Oh~I really would like to see that.
Although every time they change position. My sight always follow Zero.
Karyu is in front of me. But I see him a while only ||||
But in this song. I can't see Zero's month if he don't stand in front of me~~
So when Zero go to Karyu's position. I think about Come back soon Please.... in my mind.
Then they really change back later.~Hehe~ZERO is so cute~

Music is very very louder here.
Feel like floor is  shake, too* Ya.. My heart is shaking, too.*Sometime I think I can't use my brain.
Just like...Something shake your all body.* and you just open your month and looks like a fool.
But...FEEL SO HIGH~~HAHA

And then.. I want to talking about ZERO. (un.. Did you have talking about him all before ?||||b)
I see Zero 97% * Tsukasa 1.5% * Karyu 1%(When....he change position with Zero. ||b)
Hizumi 0.5% .. in fact I think Hizumi just like K*You don't have to pay attention.. But you still can see him.

ZERO sing many times *ah~ Maybe it just scream.. whatever.
About a half of live time. He stand behind of his mic.
And that mic.. cover his half face.

But he will walk to front when he feel high...haha
OHHHHHHH~~--------->How COOOOOOL~~
I like him play bass and look straight to fans*Sometime shake his head.*And his hair will cover his half face.
How beautiful~~AHHHHHHH~~(SCREAM)

And when he squat and shake head powerful*
I shake my head with him. (smile)*Ha.. In fact, my action is always look forward to Zero
If he shake head*I shake head, too.
If Zero jumping*I jumping, too....Only Zero in my eyes.. hehehe
And I really LOVE to see Zero jump. Soooooo cute..hehe

Sometime Zero put his right foot on the music box*What a beautiful leg~~
When ZERO done a part of song. He usually lifts one of his foot.
OMG.. How cute ..T_T (yaya.. you only can say how cute....|||b)
And sometime he hits his bass.
His fingers are very fast.....Really Cool.. Really~~
ZERO's hands looks like so big.

un.. Sometime he kneels down and play bass.
I want to eat your leg.
(So crazy ~haha)

He always change another bass when he finish few songs
And when he put that bass on his body. He will setting his hair and do small shake....ha.. looks like  a little puppy....

Ah..
Every action he do is sooo beautiful. Really~

Un.. and I think I have hear some bass line that I didn't hear in CD.
I love that...T_T
It have BASS SOLO in a song that I didn't hear before.
But Zero walk to central of stage*What a beautiful action.~~(<--OMG..I don't know what else I can say..)

They have 3 encores.
The last of 1st encore is "浮游した理想"
After ZERO finish he part and want to leave stage*He use bass to overthrow that mic.
And throw his bass to floor.. then leave stage soon
OMG It's COOOOOL~~T_T

I love to see Zero throw pick to fans.
What a pretty action...

I forget how many MC that Hizumi say*In fact.. I can't really understand what he says.
I...just scream follow to everyone.
Once I don't know what he say.*But ZERO smiles when he hear Hizumi's words..
OMG~ (Explode)~ I didn't see Zero smile...How cute...GOD~

He have advertise new ALBUM*And talk about next LIVE**Wuuu..I want to see Zero again~Who can I do??
And he say about that chapter*I still can't understand. o_o"
Hizumi says he have one on his hand*This pic is same as that half background of stage*I don't know if he don't say it.
And when he looks at his hand he says "Ahh got hurt(<--hand)"*un... I don't think it's cute.
Hizumi looks like so friendly when he talk.~ but in fact he can talk more clearly....|||b

Once I don't know why*Hizumi want everyone sit down on floor.
And when everyone down*I can see Zero's all body. (oh~yes!!)
ZERO really has nice body~
Not too thin*But have some pretty small muscle*Looks like sooooo delicious.

Sometime when ZERO stand front of the stage*Looks like very close to fans who stand at 1st line.
Just like they they can touch Zero's legs. How good~~ I want first line, too.   >_<

Zero looks like so high on every LAST of encore.
He walk back to take a bottle of water. He throw that cap of water first.
And .....
He drink some water but didn't swallow.*then "PUU!!" spits that water to fans.
It.... It's a little dirty.....||||||
But in fact every member do that.*Everyone is high~~
When ZERO spits that water*His face looks like a kid.. so cute ^_^~And he can spits far.  haha
Tsukasa is not very good at spit (hahaha)* Once he want to spit ..He raises his head and that water spit to his face.
That moment his face looks like "GOD!! WHY!!". Very cute ne...^_^

The last encore*ZERO want to change position with Karyu initiative..
Haha...But Karyu don't let him go to that side.
So Karyu go to push ZERO*Push him to sit on drum set. (It's cute T_T)*Then go to Zero's position.
When Zero want to go back his position*Karyu don't let him go again.* He run and push Zero to out of the stage.
Sunny Boys...hehehehe
After that push, ZERO have no special emotion and go back to his position.
SOOOOOOOO CUTE..
Everyone is very cute when last encore is going.
Hizumi go to play Zero's strings.
ZERO stops his fingers and looks what Hizumi want to do.

When Karyu kneels on front of stage.*Hizumi touch his hair like "Good doggy" haha

Once when will begin to shake head part.
ZERO walk to front and do "COME ON" action.
And touch his head.
That emotion looks like "shake your head with me~" (Smile)
Then I shake head with him...HOW CUTE ~OMG~~

ZERO sit (or kneel) on front of stage.* He spits and let water flows on his body like waterfall.
then keep spurts to fans...Oh~ It will never happen in MDM or Közi's live.
When Zero enjoy to spit to himself and spit to fans.
Hizumi go to his back and pours all bottle of water to Zero's body.
ZERO get shock and turn to spit Hizumi..
and in my sight. Zero right spit to Hizumi's that place
(You know..hahaha)
Finally, Tsukasa and Karyu get wet, too.
Ha~ZERO and Tsukasa spit each other.. so cute~(Smile)

ZERO go to other side (not my side) to spit.
and he shake hand with some fans.
How ~~ Good ~~~~

Tsukasa is the last one leave stage.
Before he leave, he looks like still want to spit water.*So he pick up a bottle on stage. (Maybe someone just drink that ...||||)
and he knows there is no water in that bottle when he want to drink.*then just throw that bottle.
Hehe.. You are not so lucky today, Tsukasa...(smile) I like that emotion.. so cute.

Ahhh~~~ Feel so great~ What a good live!!...

about their fans.
they are not dancing with Hizumi* I mean.. Hizumi didn't dance~
But their fans have same action in some songs...
Just like that practice that before.
It's funny.. hahaha

ahh...I want to see more Zero.~~ I want to see next live~~~ (cry and run away)

after live. I go to line up for goods.


I buy photo....(in fact, I think I don't need to buy that* but just too happy..haha)

But it's not bad~

This one is good..

Next live schedule


Here is DM I got today..

ahh
Live is really great.. I think I really love this bassist now. How can I do. .OMG~~

today I will stay place that have shower
but here I only can stay 5 hours....
and ... take a rest ...

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